Anonymous asked: dear mom dear ex boyfriend and friend and dear anyione

dear mom: you make me feel terrible sometimes, with the things you said. i feel like you are in denial that i need help sometimes with my mental illness. it’s not just a phase. when i tell you i feel like killing myself, i really feel like i’m going to kill myself. you make me feel like shit because i know you are very sick, and i don’t know how much more time i have with you. i’m tired of feeling like it’s my fault.

dear ex boyfriend: i love you, a lot. we were together for a very long time and i’ll always love you, you know that. but sometimes you treat me like shit, and you never put me first like you should. sometimes it feels like i’m not the most important person in your life, and i should be. i told you i was willing to try again, but not if you continue to treat me the ways you are. 

dear ex best friend: i miss you, i do. we had some really great times and i wish nothing but the best for you. however the way you acted towards me when i last saw you was extremely immature and i’m worried because your family is also very immature. however, i hope you are doing well, and it would be nice to hear from you.

dear anyone aka my dad: you are a fucking asshole. i hate the fact you walked away from me because i wasn’t what you wanted. you haven’t called in months. when i turn 21 i know you don’t need to pay child support anymore, and i’ll never hear from you again. this is terrible but sometimes i wish you would just drop dead so things would be easier. it would be easier to explain to someone that my dad is dead then he didn’t want me as a daughter.