January 2011
22 posts
At the end of the day.
I feel like poop. It smells like mad popcorn in this house, and my bird died. Well, he died a couple days ago, but I just never got around to posting it until just now. I miss him/her, we were never really sure to begin with. I went and got blood drawn, that sucked major balls. Ten viles of blood and I’m surprised I didn’t pass out. The ladies there are amazing haha. Anyway, I...
WwWwW
Going to go get my tattoo finished tonight, and then go see The Rite with Ally, Kenn, and Justin. I feel strangely happy, and a little bit satisfied. Bye!
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Why do I care so much that your talking to a girl other then me? I shouldn’t.
Wasn't..
School wasn’t that bad, there are like twenty people in my class, it’s really small. I went to the gyno today, that sucked. But it always sucks haha. It’s karaoke night tonight! Ally, Walter, Bryan, Justin, Kenn, Mary, Patrick, and Naomi are all going, so it should be fun. I have to pee and I don’t feel like getting up. I didn’t really do anything today, just watched...
School.
I have to leave for BCC for the first time in about 2 minutes, so I figured I would jot down just how super nervous I actually am. The last time I tried to go to school I had a nervous breakdown and had to take the whole semester off, and I really don’t want that again, because I can’t be an English teacher unless I can pull through this stupid fear of mine.
I don’t know what it...
Who do you think you are?
Song has been stuck in my head all day, and I finally saw the music video for the first time in my life. It wasn’t bad, her tattoos inspired me to get more, but I know if I do my grandparents would kick my ass along with my mother, and then I would have no place to live. Ahaha, the bird just flew onto Grandma’s mane.
What else what else…I’m trying to think. Yesterday I had...
it's been...
Quite a long time since I’ve actually written down some thoughts so you say. I’ve just spent the last hour editing my Tumblr, trying to make it perfect, and it’s still not how I want it, but it will have to do. I didn’t take my sleeping pill, but I think I should, because I can’t sleep despite feeling sleepy.
My December is playing, the version where Josh Groban...
One.
One year ago today I tried to kill myself, I’m still alive.
Head...
Feels like it’s going to explode, quick update on my life, not that anyone cares. But anyway, I’m happy! (: I went to BCC today and bought a fantastic sweatshirt that I am currently sporting, and I love it because it says my last name on it. Muhahaha I know, I’m a loser.
We bought fake mushtaches and took pictures with them, and then we went to Acme. I have to go to Walmart...
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
:(
I haven’t written in a while. The Patriot is on, and it’s so hard to watch, especially with Heath Ledger being gone. I was his truest biggest fan, I loved him. When I would play house, I would always make him my husband, no matter what. I haven’t watched a movie with him in it since he passed away.
Anyway, I went to North Carolina for a couple days, I was supposed to stay longer...
Day 2.
1. What type of person do you usually fall in love with?
-Usually someone who is perfect to begin with, and then they turn into an asshole, in some way or the other. Or sometimes I fall for the asshole straight up from the beginning, thinking I can change him, make him a better person, and it never works. That’s usually the case.
2. Are you materialistic?
-Nope. Okay, well a...